盼望 · 不

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怎么了
苦涩突然又贸贸然地出现
原以为一切以顺其自然
正能量地去体会
实在困难.. ..
所以
不能 · 不能一个人渡过

好想出外
到外感受多人的氛围
不再让有机会容纳其它空间
只想抛到脑后
不再 · 不再一个人**

因为
每当一开始
无论身在何处；或有人在身边
都会情不自禁；无法自拔地**
不想 · 不想再涌起点滴

倒数7日
每分每秒开开心心的去珍惜
-[还是]-
安分守己的做好手头上的工作
平平淡淡地不再制造记忆

J无法决定
顺其自然也许能帮得上忙
不去了解不用思考
不要 · 不要踏入懊恼禁区

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好吧
就这样
一切顺心就好

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= E.N.D of Port Klang =

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11:00 p.m sharp
Just came back from Port Klang
Time passing damn quickly which is never to be wrong
Last day for audited at there and final day for this week too.

Totaled of six days added last week
So called a team
My supervisor, KH ; semi-senior, Zhen & Me
recently work-ing and stick-ing together
Especially had fun when during lunch & dinner hours.

I know it is hard to adapt when not going there anymore since 6 days been there and took meal at restaurant which facing sea and perfect view.

Maybe every things will be like that, come soon past soon.

J still learning the ways to putting every things down to start accept another of lifestyle.

1 more week to go. Hoping going smoothly and leave me a last good memories. =)

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H@ppy from Weird

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Tonight feeling weird ; Not much things happen today but moody @.@
Considering sit in front PC to search for entertainment OR go to bed
but anyway
I think will find a way to reduce it before going to bed
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TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER
stay_happy Jess =)
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D.O.W.N

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Not even more than 5 months.. .. ..
I thought I wont so care of it.. .. ..

Who should I blame??
Is it really because of that night??
It will happen again??




::I HATE YOU::
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不要害怕我跌倒，好吗？

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因为难以启齿，我讨厌伸手向您要钱的那种感觉，但生活就是那么矛盾。花掉您辛苦赚来的钱，罪恶感总会缠着我不放。
^
您在烈日下东奔西跑拼命地工作；握着原子笔，舒服地坐在课室里上课的我，连考试也考不好。想一想，我实在逊透了。不管您是责骂我或是平静得面无表情，任何反应都会让我感到内疚，因为我了解您对我有多大的期望，即使您重来不提起。我该怎么把这事情告诉您？
被责骂后，我心里都会不快，觉得委屈，也很生气。但您却能很快恢复之前的平静？您就那么善忘吗？为什么我不能像您一样，凡是那么容易放下？因为爱吧！也许这世界上，并没有测量爱的工具或单位，也没有计算爱的公式，但爱能用心体会。这颗感恩心与生俱来就已存在，我已学会如何去感受一切。
^
有些事情我没有说，因为我总觉得您会明白。就如有些话您没说，却不代表我不明白。虽然我们彼此都没说……
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T.O.D.A.Y.

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TODAY
as usual.. .. ..same lifestyle

but the special things is always bring by her
carry-ing an emotional

hope tomorrow will be as well as
TODAY
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DOUBLE good to you

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You're leaving...Sad to see you go...You'll surely be missed...
But happy for the exciting changes that lie ahead for you
GOODBYE & GOODLUCK
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